Searching for gravity part 2

Looking around

Craning my neck
Squinting hard
Searching high
And low

Nearly there
I think
Almost here
But not
Not really

Brave Angela
They say
Not me
I say
Not me

True bravery
Won't hide
Won't pretend
Run away
From opportunity

Mere possibility
Or fantasy
But also
A chance
At something

If only
I could
I would
But always
Too scared

To search for gravity